Out west; For the best?

 

God, I almost can’t believe the things he has blessed me with, and yet, I can’t really say that I a much better as a person.

Sure, I am better OFF putting my faith in him… but I’ve kinda hit a few stumbling blocks along the way and I’m having a hard time connecting with Him and everything he is.

I’m trying to be a leader for many young and impressionable minds, and yet there are many things that I can’t tell anyone for fear of being disowned.Things that I need to sort out with God, things I need help with but can’t ask for it from and human being I know because I know that their opinion of me will change.

Anyway…  the point of this post was to say that I will be heading out west for school in August, so this blog will hopefully be updated regularly to keep everyone up to date.

I can’t promise any deep intellectual thoughts but.. I can tell you that you will know what's going on with me.

 

Chris Out.

Love. God. Fear.

These three words have been dictating my actions for a while now... The first two I know are good things... The third one I'm not so sure about.

I mean, it is a good thing sometimes, being afraid of consequences generally keeps you from getting into trouble for the most part. However; Fear can get in the way a lot of the time. The fact that I am usually afraid of how I am coming across to people, or rather, that they won't LIKE how I am coming across,  keeps me from experiencing things that could be life changing.

I have a hard time talking to people about God because I'm afraid something is going to come out of my mouth that is wrong, and it will scare someone away from him (or bring them to him for the wrong reasons).

Anyway, if anyone is reading this they will be periodically getting updates of my adventures in my internship, music career and art.

I would love to have everyone's feedback on these things as I present them to you.

The three aforementioned words; love, God and fear, will be recurring topics in my posts to come.  Please share with your experiences aswell.